Monday, March 15, 2010

not-that-guy-dream :)



THE REAL DREAM
(A message from the firmament)

     I was at the park seeing vibrant green grass, colorful surrounding and strolling people. I was searching for someone that I knew at the park -- a guy thai i'm looking for a very long time like someonne that is so important that I need to see. Then, viola! In the crowd, Isaw him but I lost his view (tsk!). Unwaveringly, I continued searching for that guy. Due to my busyness, I didn't notice that he is just at my back -- only a distance away. He was playing piano surrounded by the people. He was playing a piece of a classical Filipino upbeat love song and the people were enjoying singing with him. So, i kept looking for that guy until I found him surrounded with people while playing the love song with crowd enjoying singing with him. So, I decided not to disturb and find some place that I could clearly see him from a distance. I felt the joy at that moment that at last I saw him. So, I left my yellow and gray strippped slippers at the dry ground without grass, and stepped on the grass bare footed, kneeled and prayed. I was thanking God that I really saw the guy that I was looking for and happy with people that surrounds him. Until such time that he noticed me. He looked at me with a smile and I returned a smile, then He go on playing the piano and I continued praying. Finally, the song just ended. He rose from his seat and walked towards me. As I was looking at him, he was looking at me too. I was expecting that he would talk to me and have some acquiantance again. He smiled at me, so I smiled back at him. I headed my sight towards his way at the same time I was waiting for him to talk first. But he didn't. He just smiled and gone.


THE AWAKENED REALITY
(When God spoke through dreams)

That was a dream with a very clear details and it feels like... reality and I never dreamt that kind of dream ever in life. God really know. I just can't believe (still wondering) until now that dream had came to reality. It may not be same scenes in that dream but significantly it became a reality. I just realized that GOD won't just let his princess [ME! :)] be furthermore tearing her heart for insane reasons.


*haay LOrd, thaks for freeing me. Making me whole again. :) I just can't imagine my self without you. :)